Been a while since i wrote in my diary, been so busy. I changed once more of form, gaining more power and knowledge. So far the female community of the city reacted quite positive to it. What else....one of my minions from back home passed by...and lost a finger to the pack which i should reclaim ....i tormented some rightious and guess pissed off their leader all the way to heaven. I got a new student of sorts called lee, young but eager to learn she may turn out worth my time. Above all else...i learned what my clan really meant ,it took me longer then i thought and it was not the best of experiences . I learned that you have to be taught before you can teach, so to lead a clan of torment i had the 'know' torment. I found suffering which tormented me, once more i been demoted . You would think that serving under 6 lords and ladies of shadows taught me what i had to do...turns out it didnt i found out. So i came to know torment and will pass it on to others if i have to, wearing the seal of the tormented .
It is that which draws all tormented souls to me, the flesh knows it suffers even when the mind has forgotten and so i wear the symbol always.
Torment, for some men, is a need, an appetite, and an accomplishment.
Emile M. Cioran
